inspired

i feel inspired to liberate my cello and violin from the closet....
its been 4 years since i've touched either one of them...
its been a year since i've seriously played the piano...
its time to bring the music back...

on a different note...
day 3 and i've already failed...
what it is i was looking for has completely eluded me...
i've lost sight of what i was hoping to find in the first place...
how can i find something when i don't know what it is??

i think i lack the focus and the determination...
too content and comfortable with the way things are...
oh well...why change when there's nothing wrong?